about
first recorded track in over 2 years for rapper timothy ross, on this track he goes for a heartfelt message, sent to all who are willing to listen, and a few important figures in his life.
lyrics
Listen to my old stuff, I think I liked him better
Highschool with the gym short, and all the ugly sweaters
College with the white tees, the khakis and the cheddar
I was penning up a banger but I think I wrote a letter,
Dear Jobin, I know you're probably hoping
That you can go back to when their doors were always open
The friends you pushed away, when you were always floating,
The high can be so tempting when the drugs are always potent
Dear Dad, I know I feel so bad, bout all the choices I've made, with all the chances I've had
But I've been working so hard, and it's been driving me mad,
And I was feeling so heartless, but I know that I have, one
Dear Grandma, I wish that I could see you more,
I wish I could be there for you, I wish would've seen before, how much you've always done for me, i know you've always shown support, even when I'm screwing up you've always had an open door,
To whom it may concern, whoever wants to listen
I know it's kinda hard to see, I've always been dismissive,
Never take directions,
I've been so in-efficient
I've always thought the real me is truly insufficient,
But I been working on improving on my person
I'm changing everyday, I hope you like this version
Making music that can truly be immersive
Writing tracks, and I been cutting out the cursin'
And as the world worsens, I'll try to be the greatest,
I know that I been late, but I been busy doing me,
On Hiatus
credits
released November 20, 2018
produced by blunted beatz
written by jarret coyle
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